Silence

Its been quite a while since I last write in my blog. Sometimes people says that silence is golden , which these days i found it to be so true indeed.

Hectic days with family commitments and events which are beyond our control most of the time caught me off guard. These unprecedented events usually always consume most of my time and commitments to settle it the best that I could. The only issue that bothers me ..... why am i doing it when its not my problems but others problems being dumped to me to help them solve it or to help them lessen their burden. While focusing on them I had to push aside my priorities which are my work and study related matters.

Am i selfish when thinking as such? Should I give importance for others or to myself. This kind of decision is difficult when dealing with family. I feel sandwiched in between.

This is actually the reason of silence.

Eid and kids

My baby aka Hasif. He just turn 13 yrs old on Oct 1st. Last year's Eid fell on his birthday. I still recall that day ....busy baking cake for him and his favourite cookies.

I was downloading all the Eid's pictures today. This picture of Baby was taken at Subang house. Love to see him enjoying 'serunding daging' with 'lemang'. While looking through all the pictures I feel that I am missing my BABY so much...especially his cute dimple!

House was filled with kids laughters and adults discussing never ending family and global issues........

Neily (6), Ahmed (5), Danish (2) and Sahil were enjoying themselves splish splashing , singing and telling stories among themselves.

Look at their jovial faces .....so happy no worries in their lives.... that's the best part of being a kid.

Hide and Seek with Sahil

Sahil is my youngest 6 yr old son. He is the maharaj at home but always to be out stead by the elder brothers.

Well today we played hide and seek and I ended up laughing over his innocence!!!

While I was counting , he stopped me and told me to close my ears so that I coulndt hear him opening the washroom door because he wanted to hide inside there.......

The second time again he stopped me while counting. he asked me to remove the blankets from the closet because he couldnt squeezed in since he wanted to hide inside the closet....oh god kids heart is so pure and sincere.

About me

Hi,

Im Az and a single mom for the last almost 5 years. I have four lovely sons who grow up so fast in their teens.

Last nite I was thinking that won't it be wonderful to have a place for single moms to hang out just to pour out the days activities, share the ups and downs, sharing ideas, talk about parenting, careers, how to change image to be more outstanding, support each other in which ever way we can ect ect.......Most importantly only single mom shall understand another single mom's plights.

Single mom isnt alone in this world. There are others who understand and care for you. If there are non single moms who would like to join in to hang outs with single mom .... they are most welcome!!